I have fear of seeing you

necessity of seeing you

hope of seeing you

uneases of seeing you.

I have willingness of finding you

worry of finding you

certainty of finding you

poor doubts of finding you.

I have urgency of hearing you

happiness of hearing you

good luck of hearing you

and fears of hearing you.

So to speak


I am fucked

and radiant

perhaps more the former

than the last

and also

vice versa

Mario Benedetti